t's been a while since i last wrote or typed w/e. .....anyways

nothing really has happened. me n lance don't talk as much..it's almost christmas my mom and dad and aunt * uncle are on a cruise and won't be back until like sunday and i really miss my mom sooooooo flippin bad. hey i get to pig out and do nothing for a long time **woot** l0l anyways. school is awesome band is awesome...we marched in the parade at halls ((marching band halls high)) and wow it's crazy i loved it until the end when we played the song like a bizillion times in a row but we got plenty of good comments over it *yay* anyways yeah i'm out. I LOVE YA'LL BUNCHES.

I guess silence is not an option at this stage
I've been comfortable too long now, turn the page
I see shadows all around me
But to me it's proof of Your light

Show yourself to me, so I can show you to them
Give me what it takes to let me go...
There's a world out there that's dyin'

Father please forgive them
For they know not what they do
Father won't You show me how
To have working man hands...

You said if you love me you'll obey me, I've wondered why
You gave Your life for those around me, so should I
God forbid that I should stand before You
On that day, with unblemished hands

Show yourself to me, so I can show you to them
Give me what it takes to let me go...
There's a world out there that's dyin'

God forbid that I should stand before You
On that day, with unblemished hands-----------i get goose bumps when that line comes up..it's awesome.

This weekend I went to Hearts On Fire in Gatlinburg (Friday night and came back tonight which is Saturday) Hearts On Fire is a SBC (Southern Baptist Convention) thing. It's for baptist churches across the south I'm guessing. Well we got there last night and there was this AWESOME band playing there called Jonah 33 and o my they were so incredible. Then this dude named Todd Agnew got on and he was AWESOME he had many words of wisdom and advice. Our speaker last night was a guy from australia (sp) and he was HOT!! l0l. He had a nice accent too!! Then the awesome Todd Agnew came back on and this time it was all just like heavy metal christian and I was like **YEAH BABY** it was awesome. Oh Cortney Powers also went with me WHICH turned into a great experience. Last night after HOF we went to our hotel and got our rooms situated and got ourselves situated we ate pizza and hung out and then had a devotional and it was awesome. I thanked Cortney for coming and gave this whole speech on her coming because I had a feeling that God was working with her. Well after that we all went to our rooms and then..you will never guess what happend...Drew Conard, Corey (cuz), Jon Smith and Parton decided to JUMP INTO THE POOL WHICH IS NOT AN INSIDE POOL. It's 30 or below outside and you've gotta know the water is much colder and well they jumped in and everyone was laughing at them...they just went running through the parking lot stripping off their clothes l0l then  jump straight into the pool then get right back out and get caught and get put in room arrest for the WHOLE night l0l. They were specifically told not to but w/e it was hilarious. Then me ciera and haley and cortney and lucas and jake and adam and cassandra and maleah and this other girl uh...i forget her name we all stayed up til about 5 playing different games ( Truth or dare which was quite um ...interesting then we played um this I have never game..it's too complicated to explain on here.) We finally went to bed at like 5 after going and getting dressed for no reason and me and cortney stayed behind when everyone went to breakfast and we were so tired. This morning we got up at like 7 got dressed and headed out at 8 to go back to HOF and omg we stood out there for 30 flippin minutes just to find out it had been moved to 9:30 and we were upset so we walked down to the burger kind and stayed there 4 a while. Finally 9:30 rolled around and we went in and we didn't have good music this time. We had good dancers and i was very..um..moved. Then they sang it was boring then the most awesome speaker in the whole flippin world got up..Ken Freeman. I  LOVE HIM!! O which reminds me, i got to talk to him!! I bought his shirt that said Choice and I was telling the guy behind the table that if we're caught wearing christian T's then we either have to turn them inside out or take them off and if we refuse then we're suspended and they got ken to come over and they told him and it made him really mad!!! Okay anyways..Ken had an awesome message!! he got 3 people in our youth group to make the decision to get saved, one being Cortney Powers and when i saw that i just started crying. It was me ciera and haley just like crying for her it was awesome. SO yeah..um..lets see...our group like left us when they went shopping and we got lost and couldn't find them and we were soooooo scared!! but we found them and i chewed them out and my mom called and left a message on brandon's voice mail about it too!! Well that's really about it..so i'm gonna go!! later.

I had a good day i guess...did nothing...got in trouble for it...grounded more then likely too...doesn't it suck that on the day you're out of school u wanna do nothing then you get in trouble for it..gah it sucks..o well..i'm happy...i still did nothing l0l and like my mom will keep the punishment up..she never does but don't tell her i said that. Anyways..can't wait for biology tomorrow **sarcasm** man there's no one on...it's awful...i just got out of the shower and my hands are all pruny it's irritating..it's called osmosis i think...haha i remembered that...anyways..i am out...**yeah wasn't that really random???** l0l bye.

10 FAVORITES
Favorite Color: yellow
Favorite Food: Hamburgers and Bread Sticks

Favorite Month: October
Favorite Song: i hate everything about you- 3 Days Grace

Favorite Movie: The Exorcist
Favorite Sport: Softball
Favorite Season: Fall
Favorite day of the week: Friday and wednesday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: idon't like icecream
Favorite Time of Day: Night

9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Taste: bread sticks
Current Crush: Corey Holloway
Current Clothes: red halls shirt and jeans
Current Desktop: fall setting
Currrent Toenail Color: dark blue
Current Time: 6:40
Current Surroundings: walls
Current Thoughts: I wanna go to the movie..stupid parents.

8 FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Meakayla
First Kiss: SOMEONE i'm not saying
First Screen Name: SportyChickapril(9)
First Pet: A cat named Jessica((she was evil))
First Piercing: Ears (4months)
First Crush: Trey (3)
First Car: Hopefully a camaro(yellow or black))

7 LASTS
Last Kiss: wow..um..my last boyfriend josh lakin.
Last Drink: coke
Last Car Ride: Um, today like 1 hour ago.
Last Movie Seen: saw
Last Phone Call: shawna i think...
Last CD Played: A burnt one.
Last Person You Imed: molly

6 HAVE YOUS
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: no not really
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yup
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Not yet
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yeah lol very fun.
Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah plenty of times
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You didn't know. kinda sorta.

5 things
Thing You're Wearing: shoes, socks, jeans. undies, cami, red shirt, hait bow.
Thing You've Done Today: School, test, band, eat, computer.
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: music
Thing You Can't Live Without: my friends and family and computer
Thing You Do When You're Bored: listen to music and write poetry

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1. school
2. little ceasars
3. kroger
4. home

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
1. Jessica
2. Shawna

3. MOM

2 CHOICES
1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or cold: hot

1. THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. have kids